Drop Dead Beautiful

well there were no rice cakes to have with salad was going to have a yogart for afters but i was told to have some fruit but ive got like very little of each [strawberries, blackberrys, black currants] cuz they gives me tummyace they does.

the boyfriend just sent me a link to this^^
i think it looks rather good and i wanna play it now!!!

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aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
embrace the geekyness

x

USING ONLY ONE WORD Not as easy as you might think! !

Where is your mobile phone?
close

Your significant other?
away

Your hair?
clean

Your mother?
wonderful

Your father?
wanker

Your favourite thing?
love

Your dream last night?
werid

Your favourite drink?
wine

Your dream/goal?
happiness

What room are you in?
bedroom

Your hobby?
crafting

Your fear?
death

Where do you want to be in 6 years?
alive

Where were you last night?
family

Something that you aren't?
normal

Muffins?
yum

Wish list item?
him

Last thing you did?
ate

What are you wearing?
clothes

TV?
hollyoaks

Your pets?
spencer

Friends?
love

Your life?
ok

Your mood?
bored

Missing someone?
yes

Drinking?
no

Smoking?
no

Your car?
no

Something you're not wearing?
shoes

Your favourite store?
claires

Your favourite colour?
pink

When is the last time you cried?
dunno

Where do you go to over and over?
bed

Five people who email me regularly?
five

My favourite place to eat?
kitchen

Favourite place I'd like to be at right now?
his

but...
he has MAN FLU
and my mum has MUM FLU
and we are ment to be meeting my Brother, Sister in law, pet dog and Nephew on Sunday, then we are ment to be going for a picnic {yes, just the two of us &i know.}
So im keeping my fingers and toes crossed for the weather and for everyone and everything to be well.

x x
x

p.s. im in love and its FUCKiNG ace

http://www.theregister.co.uk/2009/04/21/russia_robbery/

rant definition

rant (rant)

intransitive verb, transitive verb

to talk or say in a loud, wild, extravagant way; declaim violently; rave

Etymology: < obs. Du ranten, to rave, akin to Ger ranzen, to be noisy, anranzen, to affront
noun

ranting speech
Scot., North Eng. a boisterous merrymaking

rant Related Forms
rant′er noun, rant′·ingly adverb

play backgammon

WHAT WOULD YOU DO/SAY IF:
I committed suicide:

I said I liked you:

I kissed you:

I lived next door to you:

I stole something:

I was hospitalized:

I ran away from home:

I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:

Eyes:

Face:

Hair:

Clothes:

Mannerisms:

Family:

RANDOM QUESTIONS:

Who are you?

Are we friends?

Are we best friends?

When and how did we meet?

How have I affected you?

What do you think of me?

How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?

Do you love me?

Have I ever hurt you?

Would you hug me?

Would you kiss me?

Are we close?

On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?

Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

Am I loveable?

How long have you known me?

Describe me in one word.

What was your first impression?

Do you still think that way about me now?

What do you think my weakness is?

What about me makes you happy?

What about me makes you sad?

What reminds you of me?

If you had one more night to live, what would you do?

How do I make you feel?

Whats the best/worst thing i have said to you?

What's something you would change about me?

Do you think i will have a successful relationship in the future?

if so who with?

Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

What is it?

Whats the best thing about me?

Do you ever think about me?

What is it that you think about?

Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

1. Wrapping paper or gift bags?
both

2. Real tree or Artificial?
artificial

3. When do you put up the tree?
7th of december

4. When do you take the tree down?
the 1st week of january

5. Do you like eggnog?
never tried it, i will if its suitable for vegetarians

6. Favorite gift received as a child?
sindy doll

7. Hardest person to buy for?
my brother

8. Easiest person to buy for?
my mum

9. Do you have a nativity scene?
no

10. Mail or email Christmas cards?
both and also by text and email

11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received?
a chipped wine glass

12. Favorite Christmas Movie?
The Snowman

13. When do you start shopping for Christmas?
November

14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present?
yes

15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?
chocolate

16. Lights on the tree?
Yes blue snowman ones

17. Favorite Christmas song?
fairytale of new york

18. Travel at Christmas?
No

19. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer?
Rudolf, robbie, amy, buffy and angel [lol]

20. Angel on the tree top or a star?
ive got a tinkerbell at the top of my tree

21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or morning?
morning

22. Most annoying thing about this time of the year?
anyone whos a real humbug

23. Favorite ornament theme or color?
white

24. Favourite for Christmas dinner?
cauliflower

25. What do you want for Christmas this year?
for all my family and friends 2 be happy and healthy
2 spend more time with my nephew
2 come off my antidepressants in the new year
and 2 give up smoking [again]

SiMplyATiNker

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why is it called mincemeat if there is no MEAT in it?

cant believe im up at this hour
with a cuppa
and bugger me its raining

oh my god
im really worried
someone is made redundant every 24 hours

1.Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?
yes

2. How often do you wank?
im not a boy i dont have a penis therefore i dont wank

3. Where do you wish you were right now?
with you

4. Were you in love with the first person you slept with?
yes because i believed he loved me to how sick was that?

5. Do you have any guilt inside of you?
everyfuckingday so yeah

6. Have you ever wished anyone dead, however brief?
yes

7. Assuming you HAD to be, would you rather be a colour, smell or sound?
colour

8. How and when do you imagine you are going to die?
suicide when the meds stop

9. Do you think love is forever?
yes but im still gonna die alone

10. What is your worst fear for your future?
that i will end up alone
sometimes i think i want this
im invisible to boys anyway, so...

11. Do you LOVE anything about yourself? If so, what is it?
no

12. Would you lie if you KNEW you could never get caught?
yes

13. Could you have sex knowing someone could hear you?
no

14. What, if anything, do you do to make people do what you want?
smile

15. How many times, if any, have you lied answering these questions?
0

You wanna show me here
You wanna show me there
You wanna run me down, into a perfect circle
Seams will stretch and then my bed with bust
And when i'm back to you, i'll have a story to tell
Words are worthless when you're laying in my bed
Tell me when im dead, is it sleeping on all the words thats you said
Your better off dead is it creeping all the words that i said
'Cause you want me and you like me
Tell me that im dead ,is it sleeping on all the words thats you said
'Cause you want me and you like me, dead

You wanna tear me up
You wanna stretch me out
And what you lost i found
And now im not giving it back

Words are worthless, when your laying in my bed
Tell me when im dead, is it sleeping on all the words thats you said
Your better off dead is it creeping all the words that i said
'Cause you want me and you like me
Tell me that im dead ,is it sleeping on all the words thats you said
'Cause you want me and you like me, dead

p.s. those of you who havent can you still sponsor me for the race for life
http://www.raceforlifesponsorme.org/2930
thank you
x

got a brand new phone

link

I've just had the craziest week,
Like a party bag of lies, booze and then deceit.
And I don't know why I want to voice this out loud,
It's theraputic somehow.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me.

I put one foot forward and ended up thirty yards back.
And am I losing touch or am I just completely off the track?
And I don't know why I want to voice this out loud,
It's theraputic somehow.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTEN359V8pI

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTEN359V8pI

period cramps
feel like utter shit
why did no one give a shit today
I AM a fucking person
when i talk to you it would be nice to receive some kind of response
fucking cuntish shits
and im so fucking sick and tired of repeating myself
i know i dont talk quitely so TURN UP YOUR FUCKiNG HEARiNG AiD YOU FUCKiNG SUCKY FUCKER

i was hoping this wasnt true

I can walk around town in high heels
and I've got my period due

ha

yum

x

Merry Christmas

x

i might have a... hot chocolate

1. i work 9-6 on saturdays.

2. my mum has only been home a week after spending 4 days in hospital
[she had her hip replaced]
and i need 2 be home 2 keep my beady eye on her,
i dont want her trying out any strictly come dancing moves just yet.

so im really sorry fellow bloggers but maybe next time.

im offski now bath & bed then down town tomorrow 2 get...

empty spary bottles from the one pound shop

and a new scarf from claries

p.s. im not in love
 

"ive missed you"

 
is not about me

 its part of a story

x

p.p.s. juzzzy finks i cry over boyzone i dont, by the way

& if i ever meet that Mr Dunn fella

[he cries over atomic kitten by the way ]

At least 19,000 children attempt suicide - one every half hour In the UK each year.

30% of the UK workforce suffer mental health problems In the UK each year.

Suicide is now the number one cause of death for 18-24-year-old males In the UK each year.

In the year 2000 there were 33,000 suicides in Japan.

*Over 5000 people commit suicide In the UK each year.

Half of university students showed signs of clinical anxiety whilst more than 10% suffered from clinical depression.

(A UK Mental Health Foundation survey published in February 2001)

It is estimated that each year there are around 19,000 suicide attempts by UK adolescents whilst more than 2 million children attend GP's surgeries with some kind of psychological or emotional problem.

(Depression Alliance)

Every year, Childline receives approximately 4,500 calls related to self injury.

(Childline)

Self Harm is thought to be the second highest reason for Hospital Accident and Emergency admissions (with the top being 'accidents').

http://www.lcet.org/selfharm/

Self harm is one of the leading 5 causes of acute medical admission for men and women.

25% of people believe only one in 1000 people have suicidal thoughts in any week, whereas the real figure is one in 100.

41% of people believe self-harm is selfish and 55% that it is stupid.

More than one in four people under 25 years have no idea what to say to a suicidal friend.

43% know someone who has self-harmed.

Figures suggest that four times more girls harm than boys.